when u meet a wrong person at a right time, it might hurt...bt fine, plz never mind...it's only a game, u lose nothing afterward.....it's even a gain to grow up...
bt when u meet the right one at a wrong time... everything seems like goes mess, u don't know wht to do.... to continue? maybe there r nothing at the end! to give up? maybe u will regret for a whole life!
God!!...r u jokin with me? wht i want just sbd. to care with and treat well....a simple life with weal! bt why u drived me up to the heaven for a bit and push me back down to the hell !!!! is that fun? ...am i not worth to have it?
i used to think i'm mature enough to handle it, bt i'm not....i still can't face the real life, the actuality! he's mind is so far beyond of mind!! yes! we r both so serious...bt for different things!
well....i thought i will cry for a whole night and wreak...bt hw come i can't even drop a tear...
i still want to wait....coz i know it's not the end...even there r just a tiny chance!! coz i'm already immersed....deeply~~~
anyway....time will tell...wht i can do...is wait...
wht am i feeling now?
--every singel cell is hurting...
--heart is blooding in black...
--the whole body is too soft to stand up...
god said: "iris! it's time to go back to the hell!"
iris:"but...but i don't want to!"
god:"u don't belong here, u must go!"
iris:"yes...i know..."
yeah....i'm back down to the hell finally...
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